In the darkest realms of the night,
where casting shadows stalk and linger.
There lies a place where the darkness is the light,
there lies a linger of hope and divinity.
In this place, is a place where the Dark Angel Colby is at home.
Where this blackness, this darkness, this realm;
is her life.
Random things
You can Learn of I used to live with parents, two younger siblings; I being the oldest I wanted things to be first. Now, may sound selfish, but that's what i kind of thought, or thought of being the oldest. I lived in a smalltown for the most of my life and this year, it has changed. This summer I have met someone who I can be with, not through relationshipwise but also learn of how it's like living alone with him. I'm sure my friends think I have moved out too soon or maybe waited a year, but it is MY choice! I choose to move, I wanted to move, thus i made the decision. I kind of went through relationships before I have met Mike, my current Boyfriend. My first turned out to be something that I now can dislike and not care because of his unefficient decision and thinking. The others, I can be friends with them for now it's just whatever happens in the past, stays there. Also, just being with my family irked me some, I know they provide shelter, love and support but I desired something else. I felt sad inside and alone, sad that anyone else wouldn't care otherwise, so I felt for a while.
I'm sure anyone could relate to this when living with family and being "alone" because of not someone being there in your life. I'm sure there's a bunch of people feeling like this so yeah, maybe they can relate to me. But can they really understand that all the things I have went through, pastlives and experinces in my life? Like, I'm not here to "Label" myself, I'm not on this world to be not knowing of life, I'm here to live, to become strong and to become what I want to become, that is ME. What am I to you? Your friend, your enemey, I can be anyone to you; but what matters is that if I was your friend, I won't let you down. If I'm not your friend, that's okay I won't bother you so, since if I dealt with that type of people before, I just ignore them. no point to stick your nose into trouble or waste time on something oblivious as that! My personality is what you would call "UNIQUE", I have dualities that would be ridiculous as well as interesting. I'm pretty much mastered something in my Math class, so much questions of Decomposition and all that fun stuff, that even my boyfriend cannot, i mean CANNOT even figure it out. Well, he just chooses not to, so yeah that basically sums it up. I'm also influenced by the music that I even have some poetry somewheres in my blog, I'm sure if you looked around you can possibly find them, somewheres. Partly what my personality is part of my Zodiac sign, being a PISCES i have some weird mixture of different things what i am. I tend to procastrinate of things like doing chores, getting homework done and somethings like that are routine and boring to me, they have to be done somtime right? yeah okay... I tend to be slightly nervous towards people, but mostly friendly, maybe tooo friendly, its just i'm partly happy and although i can be annoying because of being me, oh well. Apparently, I was born under a Cusp of a sign, not only am I a PISCES, i'm also an AQUARIUS as well. I find that somewhat weird but that does happen. My Chinese sign is the Metal Tiger, that comes from how strong of a person I am and that I am some potential, actualy most potential to do anything! Other bands i listen to: Other than the music I listen to, how they influence me and all that jazz, how 'bout some drawings i have done? Okay then, here's some of my artwork! I don't know EXACTLY how I did this picture or what Inspired me to do this one, but it looks DEADLY! This one, I got inspired by the band which from some weird dark chant they have and I thought "hmmm, why don't I make a picture of it?"; thus created this picture! This is a picture of myself, a drawing of what I thought I would look like. I didn't have to look into a mirror, I just thought of the image. To contact me, either sign in my guestbook, check out my Myspace profile, Check out my photos and read my blogs! <----*~ To view my picatures
To begin with, YOU don't know me. In fact, you have no idea who I am, where I live and what I am to you. i'm just like everyone else who you pass by and that's what matters. You came so far and reach this page and in astonishment or even just bored of your mind, you come across this page and realize how boring or dull or even weird this page seems to be. But, I'm not going to just blab about this page but also blab why or how come. It came to me, that only I already have some site made and all, I though to myself, "hmmm, maybe I can make my own site..." yeah, i thought it be just a good idea, just something out of being bored. So one does things to make it not so boring, like read a book or whatever. Here's what you can know of me :
I listen to , likes to listen to anything else EXCEPT Rap, Most Country, ANYTHING that I DISLIKE and ANYTHING that resembles CrAp!
I also like Classical music, anything new and inspiring to listen to, like lyrics that can make you feel happy inside and move your soul!
I also enjoy hanging out with friends, talking on the phone, sometimes go out drinking. I like to think about deep thoughts, usually anything from the top or have been working on my poems, sometimes I just like being my random self and sometimes nothing at all!
I embrace life through positivity and not only that provides alot of things, it helps you become stronger and shift of who you really are, not what you "prentend" to be.
I like goth trends, but I don't dress goth. I like different and cool styles, like hair styles, hair colors and anything to do with some look I find different and unique. Although we all "look" the same but I'm sure personalities are different, I'm not like any other girl and I'm not saying I'm waaaaay better than you, I'm just something that you're not.
What makes me different from you is that how I think act, feel, be and live. But this doesn't really matter to you, what matters though is that I'm much more different and much more liberated through the music I listen to, the ways i think and the way I am and being. My poetry speaks of who I am and what I went through.
If you would like to read more of the Zodiac signs, Click Here to know of me being under the cups of two signs. If you would like to know of my chinese sign, Click Here to know what I am like.
This band I am fond of, I love their style, their music and how they construct their words through their music and in their styles. I have their one album "Believe" and liked how they choose their music in that album, specifically the last one song "Darkness". If you would like to read those lyrics just click on ----> *Darkness* <--- You could actually read all of their songs of their albums here ---> Lyrics of Disturbed or even go here ---> *Homepage of Disturbed* <---
*~*Killswitch Engage
*~*Cradle of Filth
*~*Opeth
*~*Metallica
*~*Black Sabbath
*~*Tragically Hip
*~*Demon Hunter
*~*Slipknot
*~*RAMMSTEIN
*~*Sevendust
*~*Nirvana
*~*Rush
*~*Headpins
*~*Def Leppard
*~*Poison
*~*Strapping Young Lad
*~*Godsmack
*~*Dream Theatre
*~*Dragonforce
*~*Rage Against The Machine
*~*DevilDriver
*~*The Ramones
*~*Lacuna Coil
*~*Savatage
*~*Dimmu Borger
*~*Pentegrame
*~*Soil
*~*KORn
*~*Taproot
*~*In Flames
*~*Children of Bodom
*~*Ill Nino
*~*Overkill
*~*Ministry
*~*Sodom
*~*Wicked Angels
*~*Emperor
*~*Slayer
*~*Blue Cheer
*~*ZZ Top
*~*Lamd of God
and so much other bands that I would like to listen, to experience and to become enchanted by their music! Actually, there some bands listed here that I haven't got around to listen to them just yet and I will make a larger list of what albums I have listed here, since I'm sure with the albums plus the bands it be much Larger!
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just a few pictures on this site aren't mine, so for those who recognize their work on here or their images, please I'm *NOT* stealing your work or making them my "own", I am just using them so that my web site won't be so boring!
---> Water Wolf <---
---> Disturbed <---